Carona and me

All the while when i ran from one job to the other i often spoke to God when will this madness end
i just want to for once get lost in my design world which seems to me like ......ME  Alice and the whole world the wonderland ,all i wanted to do was to just sketch colour ideate in peace and love


So though i now have all the time in the world to do that the fear of what is happening in the world stops me every day from diving into the sea of my wondrous designs even not that also i am the weird kinds who when they design or dream about something they just want to work on it to finish and achieve and judge okey...."how is it turned out now"................not being able to create after imagining also is a frustration level to deal with at this moment

but i guess this is what it is and it still goes on , its been days and i am still waiting to dawn the creative hat at its best when i am going to forget the whole world and dive into my pool of creative world

what i have learnt here is we keep waiting for the right feeling the right time and trust me it never arrives and it never will so just stop and start anywhere you ll finally reach somewhere somehow and u ll never know how u managed to do so much finally

PINKCOW PRINCESS DAIRIES

Well i have opened this blog like a very long time ago though this is the first time i am writing on it

and i guess that also because it just opened right in front of me after typing blogspot i guess the comp must have remembered .........Hey ! u had opened it now Use it.................ya i know thats not a reason to write though..... but wat the hell not may people will land up reading it.

so Pinkcow when i started was like this little baby for me ..........for who LANDS UP READING THIS   its a a brand which caters to PRINCESS dresses...........

and i am here to pour out all anger all ,love ,all frustration which my profession provides me with

it has to land up somewhere you see.......

and its been around four years now ,the roller coaster ride doesn't seem to end for ,these days its taken up the nights also.

The most dreadful time is when i have to produce my creations one garment has ten things in it how the hell m i suppose to get all of them accurate and correct........ and then the devil inside me says

"now u know why i keep telling u to keep ur heart under check just don't pour in everything u like"

Every day its a struggle to balance the creative and the bussiness part    ............ it seems so difficult to get balance between both and that why i guess not all creative people get the success they deserve.